Beigeland

Remember that ad that was on TV ages ago, where everything was blah and colorless except for the block of cheese, that said "Escape from beigeland; start with cheese"? That's where I am right now. Beigeland. But no amount of cheese is going to help, or at least, that chunk in the fridge didn't.

There's just not really any color left to life. Get up, go to Seminary, be bored, go home, go to school, be bored, come home, do homework, be bored, work out, fall asleep. Nothing new. Nothing... exciting, envigorating. Sure, there's interesting stuff, and stuff I like, and stuff I dislike, but nothing to make me feel like there's something worth getting up for. Just a whole lot of beige.

I don't suppose I'd mind the beige too much if I hadn't just had a whole bunch of color.

Aladdin's not speaking to me. So much for his whole "I want to be friends" spiel.

Last night, as I was talking to my friend Erika, she told me that she had many times thought that she should break up with her boyfriend when she was in periods of depression, but that it usually got put off until after she was through with her depression spell, after which she would realize that breaking up was not a good idea. It made me wonder if that's what Aladdin did. And that's really... not cool, to think that all this suckage and heartbreak might be the whim of a kid too depressed to think properly. Maybe it's not, but it's a possibility.

My friend Hannah and I made a top ten list of the worst reasons to break up with someone in European History yesterday.

The Top Ten Worst Reasons To Break Up With Someone
10. "We're gonna break up anyway, might as well be now."
9. "Somebody trip-dog-dared me, so I have to do it."
8. "Something supernatural told me to."
7. "You don't like the right (insert something dumb here)."
6. "I feel threatened by your Halo prowess."
5. "According to Twilight, this is what's supposed to happen if we're to be together for eternity."
4. "It's to protect you from Lord Voldemort."
3. "My cat doesn't like you."
2. "I had a dream that you cheated on/hurt me."
1. "I love you too much."

I'm off to go work out (a lighter shade of beige) and then work on my Roots project about genocide (a very dark shade of beige).